من طرف gothic girl الأربعاء ديسمبر 30, 2009 6:50 am
All That I'm Living For
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night.
I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again.
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forever, But how far would I have come Without mourning your love?
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door, My ghosts are gaining on me.
You are everything I need to see Smile and sunlight makes sunlight to me Laugh and come and look into me Drips of moonlight washing over me Can I show you what you are for me
Angel of mine, can I thank you You have saved me time and time again Angel, I must confess It's you that always gives me strength And I don't know where I'd be without you
After all these years, one thing is true Constant voice within my heart is you You touch me, I feel I'm moving into you I treasure every day I spend with you All the things I am come down to you
Angel of mine Let me thank you You have saved me time and time again Angel, I must confess It's you that always gives me strength And I don't know where I'd be without you
Back in the arms of my angel Back to the peace that I so love Back in the arms of my angel I can finally rest Giving you a gift that you remind me
Angel of mine Let me thank you You have saved me time and time and time and time again Angel, I must confess It's you that always gives me strength And I don't know where I'd be without you
Angel of mine Can I thank you You have saved me time and time again Angel, I must confess It's you that always gives me strength And I don't know where I'd be without you
I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you
I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you
Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need
I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you
Anywhere
Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you And at sweet night, you are my own Take my hand
[CHORUS:] We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the morning light We'll be half way to anywhere Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I No one knows who we are there All I want is to give my life only to you I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore Let's run away, I'll take you there
We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the mornings light We'll be half way to anywhere Where no one needs a reason
Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your heart Drop your guard No one's left to stop you
Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your heart Drop your guard No one's left to stop you now
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to Lost all faith in the things I have achieved And I
[Chorus:] I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created I'm longing to be lost in you (away from this place I have made) Won't you take me away from me
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed I can't go on like this I loathe all I've become
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Lost in a dying world I reach for something more I have grown so weary of this lie I live
I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created I'm longing to be lost in you
I have woken now to find myself I'm lost in shadows of my own I'm longing to be lost in you
Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you I am nothing more than to see you there And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn
If only night can hold you where I can see you, my love Then let me never ever wake again And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn
Somehow I know that We can't wake again from this dream It's not real, but it's ours
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn
How can I pretend that I don't see What you hide so carelessly? I saw her bleed You heard me breathe And I froze inside myself And turned away I must be dreaming
We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming
Help you know I've got to tell someone Tell them what I know you've done I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming
Not what it seems Not what you think I must be dreaming
Just in my mind Not in real life I must be dreaming
I've been looking in the mirror for so long That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side Oh, the little pieces falling, shatter Shards of me too sharp to put back together Too small to matter but big enough to cut me Into so many little pieces if I try to touch her
And I bleed, I bleed And I breathe, I breathe no more
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better I know the difference between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love
So I bleed, I bleed And I breathe, I breathe now Bleed, I bleed and I breathe I breathe, I breathe, I breathe no more
Bring Me To Life
How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up (Wake me up inside) I can't wake up (Wake me up inside) Save me (Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up (Bid my blood to run) I can't wake up (Before I come undone) Save me (Save me from the nothing I've become)
Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life
Wake me up (Wake me up inside) I can't wake up (Wake me up inside) Save me (Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up (Bid my blood to run) I can't wake up (Before I come undone) Save me (Save me from the nothing I've become)
I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch Without your love, darling Only you are the life among the dead
All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems Got to open my eyes to everything
Without thought, without voice, without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more Bring me to life
Wake me up (Wake me up inside) I can't wake up (Wake me up inside) Save me (Call my name and save me from the dark)
Wake me up (Bid my blood to run) I can't wake up (Before I come undone) Save me (Save me from the nothing I've become)
I've been living a lie There's nothing inside Bring me to life
Broken
I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don?t feel light when you?re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There?s so much left to learn and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I?m broken when I'm open And I don?t feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don?t feel light when you?re gone away
'Cause I?m broken when I'm open And I don?t feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don?t feel light when you?re gone away
'Cause I?m broken when I?m lonesome And I don?t feel right when you?re gone Gone away, you don?t feel me here anymore
Call Me When You're Sober
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over.
How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.
Cloud Nine
If you want to live, let live. If you want to go, let go. I'm not afraid to dream, to sleep, sleep forever. I don't need to touch the sky. I just want to feel that high, And you refuse to lift me.
Guess it wasn't real after all. Guess it wasn't real all along.
If I fall and all is lost, It's where I belong.
If you want to live, let live. If you want to go, let go. I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender.
Guess it wasn't real after all. Guess it wasn't real all along.
If I fall and all is lost, No light to lead the way, Remember that all alone is where I belong.
In a dream, Will you give your love to me? Beg my broken heart to beat, Save my life, change my mind.
If I fall and all is lost. No light to lead the way. Remember that all alone is where I belong.
Even In Death
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow, so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth It leads me to where you lay They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home
I will stay forever here with you, my love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death, our love goes on
Some say I'm crazy for my love, oh, my love But no bonds can hold me from your side, oh, my love They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me
I will stay forever here with you, my love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on And I can't love you anymore than I do
I will stay forever here with you, my love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on And I can't love you anymore than I do (People die but real love is forever)
Everybody's Fool
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask Where will you hide? I can't find yourself Lost in your lie
I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me And somehow now you're everybody's fool
Exodus
My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams 20 bucks should get me through the week Never said a word of discontentment Fought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home
[CHORUS:] Here in the shadows I'm safe I'm free I've nowhere else to go but I cannot stay where I don't belong
Two months pass by and it's getting cold I know I'm not lost I am just alone But I won't cry I won't give up I can't go back now Waking up is knowing who you really are
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Show me the shadow where true meaning lies So much more dismay in empty eyes
Farther Away
I took their smiles and I made them mine. I sold my soul just to hide the light. And now I see what I really am, A thief a whore, and a liar. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away.
Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind. You give me all but the reason why. I reach but I feel only air at night. Not you, not love, just nothing. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away.
Try to forget you, But without you I feel nothing. Don't leave me here, by myself. I can't breathe. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away.
I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away. Farther away, farther away, farther away, farther away, farther away.
Field Of Innocence
I still remember the world From the eyes of a child Slowly those feelings Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone An uneven trade for the real world Oh I... I want to go back to Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun Always warm on my back Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone Trapped in the eyes of a stranger Oh I... I want to go back to Believing in everything
[Latin hymn:] Iesu, Rex admirabilis Et triumphator nobilis, Dulcedo ineffabilis, Totus desiderabilis.
Where has my heart gone An uneven trade for the real world Oh I... I want to go back to Believing in everything Oh, Where
Where has my heart gone Trapped in the eyes of a stranger Oh I... I want to go back to Believing in everything
I still remember
Forever Gone, Forever You
I wanted you to be with me For so long I don't even know why now But now that I've given up on you Defiantly you see me
Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you
There's something very wrong about this I think you knew all along somehow You'll only take me to change my mind And leave me broken and defeated
So far away I see the truth I see through you Now that I know the way you play I don't want to
Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you
Forgive Me
Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out I felt that I would die It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken
I'd give anything now to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you." But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me Somehow I'll make you see How happy you make me Rob
I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive
So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you
Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me, going under
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily, defeated by you Just when I thought, I reached the bottom
I'm dying again, I'm going under Drowning in you, I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again, I'm going under Drowning in you, I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm
So go on and scream Scream at me, I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe, I can't keep going under
I'm dying again, I'm going under Drowning in you, I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm going under Going under, I'm going under
Good Enough
Under your spell again I can't say no to you Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly Now I can't let go of this dream I can't breathe but I feel
Good enough I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence I can't say no to you And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely Now I can't let go of this dream Can't believe that I feel
Good enough I feel good enough It's been such a long time coming But I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall Pour real life down on me 'Cause I can't hold on to anything
This good enough Am I good enough For you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me 'Cause I can't say no
Haunted
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside (I know you're still there)
Watching me and wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down
Hunting you, I can smell you alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me and wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me
Watching me and wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down
Heart Shaped Box
She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice Your advice Your advice
Hello
Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello
If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello, I'm still here All that's left of yesterday
I Must Be Dreaming
How can I pretend that I don't see What you hide so carelessly? I saw her bleed You heard me breathe And I froze inside myself And turned away I must be dreaming
We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming
Help you know I've got to tell someone Tell them what I know you've done I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming
Not what it seems Not what you think I must be dreaming
Just in my mind Not in real life I must be dreaming
Imaginary
Paper flowers Paper flowers
I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops as they`re falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (Paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (Paper flowers)
Don`t say I`m out of touch With this rampant chaos, your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (Paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (Paper flowers)
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The Goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (Paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (Paper flowers)
Paper flowers Paper flowers
Lacrymosa
Out on your own, Cold and alone again. Can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me, Set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now.
Now that you're gone, I feel like myself again. Grieving the things I can't repair and willing...
To let you blame it on me, And set your guilt free. I don't want to hold you back now love.
I can't change who I am. Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me. And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up. My love wasn't enough.
And you can blame it on me, Just set your guilt free, honey. I don't want to hold you back now love.
Lies
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above
[Chorus:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you
[Chorus] [Chorus]
Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you
Like You
Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness. I hate me, For breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you.
Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, And though I may have lost my way, All paths lead straight to you.
I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you.
Halo, Blinding wall between us. Melt away and leave us alone again. The humming, haunted somewhere out there. I believe our love can see us through in death.
I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you.
You're not alone, No matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore.
I long to be like you, sis, Lie cold in the ground like you did. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.
And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me.
I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you.
Lithium
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow Oh, but God I wanna let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Don't wanna let it lay me down this time Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself Can't break free until I let it go, let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I had to fall Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me?
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, stay in love with mmm I'm gonna let it go
Lose Control
You don't remember my name. I don't really care. Can we play the game your way? Can I really lose control?
Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once, With all the pretty flowers in the dust.
Mary had a lamb. His eyes black as coals. If we play very quiet, my lamb, Mary never has to know.
Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once.
If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you.
Missing
Please, please, forgive me But I won't be home again Maybe someday you'll look up And barely conscious, you'll say to no one "Isn't something missing??
You won't cry for my absence, I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please, forgive me But I won't be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed Knowing you don't care And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there Isn't something missing? Isn't something
Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?
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